be gone!

If only ex's would disappear forever

134

Wow, I didn't even try. I did occupy myself last night in the new guest/craft room and worked on Valentine's Day bookmarks for 3 hours which means I didn't snack at all. It was relaxing - b/f hooked up the radio so I could listen to classical music. Does this mean 130 is attainable? I just read somewhere you have less health risks if you can reach your high school weight. I was 115 in high school (what a twig!). I can't really imagine that would be a healthy weight at 5'7 though...

scared to start

When there are so many things to do, I get scared and FREEZE and can't do any of them. Deer in the headlights. I have to tell myself, repeat in my head, over and over again "stop at the auto repair shop, stop at the shop, stop at the shop, STOP AT THE SHOP". Reminds me of "The Aviator" (anyone see that movie??? my youngest, who's 9, she loves it - WEIRD movie to love at 9).