Wednesday, December 29, 2010

it's not the end, even though it feels like it is

I have "given in" and am letting the youngest live with her Dad in another state. She has been wanting this for the past couple of years. I am hurting and sad and another piece of my heart is broken. I cried enough tears over this last night and today I'm just dead inside. It feels like he has "won" again. But I can't compete with having a free place to live, with ample spending money and a little girl wanting her Daddy... so now he'll have the youngest out there and the teenage twin. I will have them summers and every other Christmas and Spring Break I suppose.

So that leaves one teenager at my home now, who has written off her father completely.

This is not the end, this is not the end...

1 comment:

  1. Well now I at least can understand why you're so sad. I haven't read back any further then this yet but I can feel your heart breaking. I hope it works out for everyone with the kids split up and you poor dear can learn to live with it. I can't even begin to imagine. Heck I'm having problems with the idea my one and only wants to move 2 hours away from here. That makes me beyond sad. Take care Cindy and try and find a niche just for you, something that makes you happy. Like your crafting. God bless you my dear!!